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My Top 3 Irrational Beliefs

Posted on by David Zerella, LCSW in anxiety, burnout, cognitive behavioral therapy, perfectionism, personal-growth, REFLECTION

The real B.S. I used to tell myself—and believed for longer than I care to admit.

As a cognitive behavioral psychotherapist, I spend a lot of time helping people identify irrational beliefs.

Very often the stories we tell ourselves and the assumptions we make are flawed or self limiting. We reach conclusions and fill in gaps without much evidence.

We subjectively create rules for ourselves that, at some point, we stop questioning.

Unfortunately for me, being a psychotherapist does not make me immune to any of this.

I have my own irrational beliefs. Some which I’ve stubbornly held onto for years. And the tricky thing about an irrational belief is that when you believe it, it usually doesn’t sound irrational.

It sounds completely reasonable to us at the time.

So in an effort at transparency and vulnerability, here are three of mine.

Irrational Belief #1: “I’m a psychotherapist. I shouldn’t be in great physical shape.”

For a long time, I had this strange belief about being physically fit. I told myself I didn’t need to be in great shape because I was a psychotherapist. Part of that was probably just a convenient excuse to do bare minimums.

But there was something else underneath it.

I thought being too physically fit might actually make me less relatable. Maybe people would look at me and wonder what I was trying to prove. Maybe they’d think I was hiding something.

Maybe a client struggling with their own health, motivation, confidence, or body image would look at me and think:

He doesn’t get it.

So somehow I turned not taking care of myself into something that felt almost professionally responsible.

That was my own B.S.

The reframe was much simpler:

I can care about my physical health and appearance because I care about me.

It doesn’t have to have anything to do with other people:

A) I can exercise because I like feeling strong.

B.). I can care about how I look because it makes me feel more confident.

C.) By challenging myself physically it reminds me I can do difficult things.

And none of those things make me less capable of understanding someone else’s struggle. If anything, what actually happens is the exact opposite of what I feared. I’m more confident and speak with more conviction in my approach. Theres more heart. I genuinely feel better.

My behavior is more congruent with a lot of the things I encourage in therapy.

And I think my clients benefit from that.

Irrational Belief #2: “If my clients find out I’m divorced, they’ll see it as negative.”

For years, I was extremely cautious about self-disclosure.

I’m a therapist. The session isn’t about me. I need to have strong boundaries. And these are good reasons to have boundaries around what and how much we share with clients. But somewhere along the way, healthy boundaries turned into boxed in walls. Based on fear or my own anxiety.

I worried that if clients knew too much about me, eventually something could be used against me.

Divorce was a big one.

He got divorced.

His marriage failed.

What does he know about successful relationships?

So I kept parts of myself hidden for far too long. Not necessarily because keeping them private made me a better therapist, but because keeping them private made me feel safer.

Eventually, I had to dispute that self serving by self limiting comfort zone.

I can have appropriate boundaries without being afraid of being known.

I can be proud of choosing divorce even if someone else sees it as failure.

I survived something difficult.

I made a decision that was healthier for me and gave me more opportunity to be the father I wanted to be.

And none of that disqualifies me from helping someone else navigate their relationships.

What actually happened?

I became more comfortable acknowledging my failures.

I became more intentional with self-disclosure instead of simply being afraid of it. (Also, no one used my divorce against me. It actually is more of a gateway into understanding people)

More importantly, I stopped believing that being a good therapist required presenting some carefully protected version of myself.

I can have boundaries.

I can keep parts of my life private.

But I don’t have to hide myself out of fear.

Irrational Belief #3: “Posting on social media to get clients is for therapists who need clients.”

This one is probably the most humbling to admit because I didn’t just avoid social media.

I judged other therapists for doing it.

I thought it was cringey.

There was this part of me that believed:

Just be good at your craft.

If you’re a good therapist, people will find you.

You shouldn’t have to shamelessly promote yourself.

And if you’re constantly posting online trying to get clients, maybe that says something about your ability as a therapist.

Then eventually I had to confront something uncomfortable.

I wasn’t avoiding social media because I had some deeply held professional principle.

I was boxing myself in because I cared too much about other people’s opinions.

What if another therapist thinks I’m cringey?

What if someone thinks I’m desperate for clients?

What if people I know see one of my videos and make fun of me?

I was allowing hypothetical opinions from hypothetical people to dictate what I was willing to try.

That isn’t freedom. It’s confinement.

The reframe became:

I don’t need to do this to still do it and enjoy it.

In fact, maybe it’s better to start doing something before you need it.

And what actually happened?

It’s fun.

I enjoy writing.

I enjoy making videos.

I enjoy trying to communicate psychological ideas in ways that people might actually want to read or watch.

I’ve realized that actively creating on social media feels a lot better to me than lurking as a passive recipient of overstimulation.

I’ve connected with people I otherwise wouldn’t have.

I’ve created more.

I’ve written more.

And yeah, I may have even gained a client or two.

They Were All the Same Irrational Belief

At first glance, these are three completely different beliefs.

One is about physical fitness.

One is about divorce.

One is about social media.

But when I started looking at them together, I realized they were really just different versions of the same irrational belief:

Other people’s hypothetical opinions should influence how I live my actual life.

That one had a lot more control over me than I realized.

And disputing it doesn’t mean I’ve convinced myself that nobody will judge me.

That’s just another irrational belief.

Someone might think I care too much about how I look.

Someone might think a divorced therapist has no business talking about relationships.

Someone might watch one of my videos and think I’m cringey.

Someone might read this entire blog post and think the same thing.

That’s possible.

The healthier belief isn’t:

Nobody will judge me.

It’s:

I can withstand it if and when they do.

I don’t have to organize my life around preventing negatives. I can adapt and overcome them.

Why Insight Alone Can’t Change Your Mental Health

Posted on by David Zerella, LCSW in anxiety, cognitive behavioral therapy, psychotherapy
A 3D illustration of a human brain with mechanical gears integrated into its structure, glowing with a soft red light against a pale background.

Most of my clients have incredible insight into their mental health. Many people who attend CBT therapy for anxiety or depression already know what they’re supposed to do. They understand it intellectually but still struggle.

They know when their thoughts are irrational.

They know avoidance worsens anxiety.

They know isolation feeds depression.

And yet—nothing changes.

This gap between knowing and doing isn’t a lack of intelligence. It’s certainly not for lack of effort. It’s a misunderstanding of how psychological change actually happens.

Insight Alone Rarely Creates Change

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) emphasizes the connection between thoughts, emotions, and behavior. Understanding your thinking patterns matters. Learning how to challenge unhelpful beliefs matters.

But insight alone rarely leads to sustainable growth.

Many people can accurately identify their cognitive distortions. They can explain why their anxiety “doesn’t make sense.” They may intellectually understand why avoidance keeps them stuck. Yet, they still feel anxious, depressed, or unmotivated. Sitting alone with your thoughts and repeatedly trying to think happy thoughts is not CBT. In fact, trying to think ourselves out of emotional distress often becomes exhausting.

Knowing what would help doesn’t automatically make it easier to do it.

Practice Over Theory

My clinical approach is grounded in Rational Emotive Behavior Therapy (REBT). This is a form of CBT that places particular emphasis on how rigid beliefs and internal demands fuel emotional distress.

From an REBT perspective, we work to replace demands (“shoulds,” “have tos,” and “musts”) with preferences. So we don’t have to do the work—we prefer to do the work, because we prefer to see progress.

But simply put, we still have to practice what we know.

Don’t just talk about it—be about it.

This applies to me as well. I can’t just preach mental health and wellness; I have to actively work at living by it. (Maybe that’s why they call it a private practice). What I practice in private tends to show up in the therapy office.

If I’m burned out, overextended, or ignoring my own limits, that doesn’t stay neatly contained outside of session. Practicing self-care isn’t just something I encourage—it’s something I actively work on. Being present, emotionally attuned, and grounded with clients requires ongoing practice, not just theoretical understanding. I am not alone, nor am I special. This is part of the human experience.

“I Give Great Advice—Just Not to Myself”

Many clients describe themselves as the wise friend—the one who gives thoughtful advice. They validate others’ emotions and see situations clearly from the outside. Yet, they struggle when it comes to their own life.

Often this happens because we:

  • Validate others’ emotions while minimizing our own
  • Apply compassion outward but demand perfection internally
  • Know what helps in theory but avoid it when it feels uncomfortable
  • Let ego convince us we “shouldn’t have to do the work”

This isn’t hypocrisy. It’s human behavior. And it reinforces the same idea: knowing is not the same as practicing.

When You Know What to Do—but Still Can’t Do It

A common frustration I hear in therapy sounds like this:

“I know I shouldn’t isolate, but when I’m depressed I don’t want to burden others.”
“I know structure or exercise would help, but I can’t get myself to start—or even get out of bed.”
“I know no one is judging me at this party, but I’m still worried I’ll look foolish.”

At this point, many people assume something is “wrong” with them. In reality, they’re encountering a very normal limitation of insight-based change.

CBT isn’t about waiting to feel better before acting. It’s about learning how to act while uncomfortable. Or, as I like to say, the beauty is in the work.

Midsteps: Acting Without Needing to Feel Ready

When anxiety or depression is present, meaningful change rarely comes from trying harder or thinking more rationally first. Instead, we focus on midsteps—small, intentional actions that are possible even when motivation is low.

For example:

You don’t go to the crowded store, but you walk to the mailbox
You don’t socialize for hours, but you step outside briefly
You don’t feel confident, but you take action anyway

These steps aren’t about eliminating discomfort. They’re about moving through it—gradually demonstrating to yourself that you can withstand it.

Experiential Knowledge Is What Changes Beliefs

In CBT and REBT, beliefs change most reliably through experience—not logic alone. While we may brainstorm cognitive reframes in session to reduce stress and anxiety, long-term growth comes from experiential learning and resilience-building.

Experiential knowledge is built by:

  • Doing difficult things while anxious
  • Acting while depressed, unmotivated, or self-critical
  • Learning firsthand that discomfort is tolerable
  • Developing resilience to frustration

Sometimes those actions feel empowering. Other times they come with sweating, self-doubt, tears, or a pit in your stomach.

It all counts.

Each experience provides evidence that:

“I can tolerate discomfort and still function. I can withstand this.”

Over time, this weakens avoidance and reshapes emotional responses—not through positive thinking, but through repeated practice.

Therapy as a Place to Practice, Not Just Understand

Therapy isn’t about convincing yourself you shouldn’t feel anxious or depressed.

It’s about learning how to act effectively while you do.

For clients seeking CBT therapy for anxiety or depression, this approach often resonates with people. It particularly appeals to those who value self-improvement. They emphasize personal responsibility and intellectually honest change.

That’s why knowing isn’t enough—and why meaningful progress comes from practice over theory.

Home for the Holidays: Handling Family Stress

Posted on by David Zerella, LCSW in Uncategorized

The holidays have a funny way of amplifying everything—joy, nostalgia, expectations, and yes… family stress. Old roles resurface, familiar buttons get pushed (often expertly), and suddenly you’re reacting like you’re 14 again instead of the well-adjusted adult you worked so hard to be.

The goal isn’t to eliminate stress or conflict entirely (good luck with that!). It’s to manage it in a way that protects your energy, your values, and your sanity—while still allowing for connection, meaning, and maybe even a little fun.

Here are a few grounded (and realistic) ways to get through it:

1. Set boundaries for yourself

Have a game plan for how you want things to go. Boundaries aren’t about controlling other people. They’re about deciding what you will participate in.

This can look like:

  • Having a firm plan for how long you’ll stay somewhere
  • Deciding in advance, “If things escalate or get draining, I’m leaving”
  • Giving yourself permission to step away without over-explaining

Instead of trying to convince others to behave differently, you’re setting parameters for your own behavior. This shifts boundaries from confrontational to self-protective—and that’s usually far more effective.

2. Some conflict is okay (even during the holidays)

The holidays aren’t a conflict-free zone, and they don’t need to be.

People need feedback. If someone is pressuring you, ignoring your limits, or resorting to guilt, it’s reasonable to name what’s happening. You don’t have to shut down, explode, or silently endure it.

Sometimes the most regulated response sounds like:

  • “I’m not going to participate in this conversation.”
  • “That feels like guilt, and I’m opting out.”
  • “I’m open to talking, but not like this.”

Not everyone realizes their behavior is rude—or manipulative—or crossing a line. And even if they do, you’re allowed to acknowledge it in real time. I’m not a big believer in pretending things aren’t happening. You can “let them” do what they’re going to do and still name it.

3. Look for what you like. (Focus on the Fun)

When stress rises, attention narrows. We fixate on what’s annoying, uncomfortable, or disappointing. Focus less on who deserves coal and more on who deserves your presence 😉 

Intentionally look for:

  • People you genuinely enjoy talking to
  • Small moments of calm 
  • Opportunities for humor
  • Environmental pleasures (quiet snow, lights, a warm drink, the family pet)

This isn’t denial—it’s balance. You can acknowledge what’s hard and still orient toward what’s pleasant. Don’t just focus on the problem; focus on the fun, however small or fleeting it may be.

4. Keep nurturing your needs daily

Sacrifice is part of relationships. Losing yourself entirely is not.

Continue doing things that regulate you:

  • Reading
  • Exercising
  • Writing
  • Listening to music…that’s not Mariah Carey (unless that’s your thing—no judgment)

The holidays don’t require you to pause your identity or abandon the habits that keep you grounded. Protecting your energy isn’t selfish—it’s preventative care.

5. Lower the expectation bar (just a little or..)

Many people arrive at holiday gatherings with an unspoken script: This should be meaningful, memorable, peaceful, and deeply connecting.

That’s a lot of pressure.

Sometimes success looks like:

  • No major blowups
  • A few decent conversations
  • Leaving with your nervous system mostly intact
  • Advocating for yourself 

Connection doesn’t have to be profound to be real. Let “good enough” count.

6. Remember: you don’t have to process everything in the moment.

Just because you notice something doesn’t mean it needs to be resolved over mashed potatoes.

Some insights are best saved for:

  • Later reflection
  • Therapy
  • A journal
  • A walk the next day

You’re allowed to observe without immediately engaging. Not every realization needs an audience.

Final Thought

The holidays don’t magically change family dynamics—they just put them under brighter lights. The aim isn’t perfection or total harmony. It’s showing up in a way that aligns with your values, protects your well-being, and leaves room for moments of connection where they naturally exist.

And if all else fails? You can always step outside, take a deep breath, and remind yourself: This is temporary.